He likes to eat

These were taken awhile back... he's a little less messy nowadays... but so cute and had to share.  he's eating sweet potatoes in these...

new ones of the little guy!

I have recently been on a spending spree for lenses... i've bought used so I am able to justify the cost, however its been like Christmas around here for me!  I've purchased a nikon 70-300mm vr, 20mm 2.8, 85mm 1.8, 50mm 1.8, and a Sigma 12-24mm.  So excited!  So of course, I'll post some of James that I took using my 50mm and my 85mm... LOVE these two lenses!!

James is getting so big... we went in for his 6 month checkup and the doctor said his muscle development may be delayed because he's not doing some of the things he "should" be doing.  We got blood work done and are waiting back for the results.  In the meantime, two therapists from EDIS are evaluating him and providing therapy until they determine what's going on.  He's doing great on his tummy, he is rolling over from tummy to back, back to tummy.   He does this superman thing where he spreads his arms out and feet and looks like he's flying.  He is sitting up with some support.  He's eating like a champ... he's having fun exploring the new world around him!

(this is his superman pose... he loves it!)

I'm back...

Updating is going to be harder than I thought... so much has been going on in our lives in the past couple months, and even more recently in the past few weeks.  Despite unfortunate family situations back in the U.S, and hustling to find new childcare at the last minute, I think my life is finally back on track and I'm hoping to start keeping this blog current.

First... James!  I know everyone wants an update on him.  He will be 6 months old next week, and he is growing like a weed!  He is so much fun to be around and I love every moment I get to spend with him.  He is doing well on his tummy and is rolling over.  He just started eating at his high chair and snacking on baby cereals and bananas.  He is currently going to Ms. Theresa's house everyday while I am at work. She is another CDH provider and he is doing excellent!  She is such a nice lady and James adores her!  Although she told us yesterday that her husband is getting deployed and that she is moving, we are happy to have been able to know her and happy that she was able to care for James, even though it was for a short time.  James will be starting group daycare at the Navy CDC on April 5th, and we are very happy about that.  I'm so glad he will be able to start interacting with other babies his own age and learning and developing his little talents and abilities while we are at work everyday.  James is laughing, cooing (saying ga-ga-ga-ga, da-da-da-da-, and other bird calling sounds!)  He sleeps through the night every night (usually I have to wake him up in the morning) and is rarely fussy.  I couldn't have asked for a better baby!!  So much fun!

As for me, I am back to work full time.  I am really enjoying it.  I recently had a week long Advanced Master Planning course with the Army Corps of Engineers and learned so much from it.  I will be headed to Yokosuka, Japan in May to attend a ESRI sponsored GIS course, and my supervisor is letting me extend my stay in Japan to do a career rotation at NAVFAC Far East!!  I am so excited!  I'm not sure how long I will stay (not sure how long I can part from James) but the opportunity to be involved with some of the master planning in Japan and Korea will be amazing!  James will have his passport by then, so hopefully Jacob and James will come and visit me on the weekends, its only a 3 hour flight.  I have found some great graduate courses via Northern Arizona University's distance program that I would like to attend, so I plan to work on those.  Managing my ADHD has been somewhat challenging since I've started work but hopefully I can get the medication dosage correct again (my body changed so much after James!)  Photography is going well, wish I had more time to dedicate to it but its just a hobby so whenever I can!

Jacob is doing great as well.  He has submitted his OCS package and is just waiting to hear back, probably this summer.  He has really gotten into playing golf, pretty much what he spends the weekend doing!  Hopefully we will try and get scuba certified pretty soon!

Well, here's a couple of pictures of James!  Cheers!

Well, I survived...

... my first week of work as a career mommy!

Can I first start off by saying that I am amazed at how much time I wasted before I had a baby??  I can't believe that before I got pregnant I actually used to come to work and be tired and get the opportunity to come home and lounge around?!  What was I complaining about!!

My days now begin at 4:45 in the morning (i usually don't roll out of bed until 5 though).  I walk the dogs and then get myself ready and grab something to eat.  I wake James up at 6am, get him dressed and feed him, and then we are out the door by 6:45 so I can get to Amy's house by at least 7:15, and in my office by 7:30am.  Lunch is spent doing errands, and I get off work at 4:30, pick James up and get home around 5:00-5:30ish depending on traffic.  I give him a bath, and he gets an evening massage and bonding time after bath, then I feed him and we get to play until around 7:30pm when he gets tired for bed.  Then, I quickly scrounge up something for dinner or order out, make bottles for the next day, repack his diaper bag, get my clothes pressed and lunch made for work the next day... and finally get to sit down around 9:00 to relax.  I am usually in bed by 10:00 now so I won't be so tired the next day.  HOLY CRAP i used to have so much free time... those days are LONG gone!

I am actually surprised at how well I handled leaving him with the sitter, it was easy!  I broke down in the car on the 2nd day of dropping him off, but eased up on myself and told myself not to feel guilty.  I know he's in good hands and is having a nice day, and it makes me feel better that I am off doing my own thing at work and reclaiming some of my identity that got lost after having the baby.  I feel much more healthier, even after a week, because my days are spent so structured and productive.  I'm not very good at self motivation so when I was staying home with James it was very very hard to get a routine.  Now I'm forced in one and it makes me happy to have structure.

I was SOOO worried about whether or not I was making the right choice to go back to work or stay home with James, but I am so content with the choice I made!  I love working and I love my job... and I guess I felt guilty because I didn't know if that meant that I loved my job more than I love rearing my child... but I realized thats not the case.  I spend my days doing the job I love like I always did, the only difference now is that when I come home I have an entirely new role to play as a mother, and I love that just as much!!

I realized after staying home with James for 4 months, although nice and relaxing, ultimately made me lazy and crabby because I was cooped up and did not have a schedule and felt that the only thing I was all day was "mom."  Although I'm a mother now, I also have talents and knowledge that I enjoy pursuing and because I have a child that doesn't mean I should give those up.  I felt really really guilty at first, but I'm content with my decision now.  I hope it continues to go well from here!!

No pictures obviously, but it is a 3 day weekend and I'm behind 2 weeks of my Project 52, so hopefully I'll have some new pictures posted over the weekend!

For now, an lolcatz will have to suffice....  I thought this one was appropriate since I'm brining in my own paycheck now... Jacob doesn't have to worry about this pertaining to me anymore! :)

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Already apologizing...

I've only had this blog for a week now and I'm already apologizing for not keeping it updated!  For the past week I've been plagued with migraines, even spent my entire Friday in the ER begging for drugs to get rid of what was possibly the worst headache I've ever experienced in my life.  I had James with me, and he didn't make a peep the entire time we were there.  He is truly an amazing little baby.  I have an appointment to talk to the doctor about them tomorrow, hopefully to find the cause and maybe get on some preventatives.  I've had migraines since I was a child... however I've noticed ever since I've given birth they have been more frequent and more intense.  I will do ANYTHING to not get them anymore, they are horrible.

So... with that being said... I do not have any photo updates or really anything to blog about.  I start back to work tomorrow... I've been on maternity leave since September 2009 (I had over a month of leave saved and the federal government offers employees 12 weeks of unpaid job protected leave... so I took every bit of it!).  I've got those first day of school jitters!  I'm nervous about starting back, I've never been out of work for this long.  James will be going to Amy's (a friend of ours and also a certified child development home provider) so I feel really great about his situation during the day... but it is very hard letting him go.  I've truly enjoyed the time I was able to spend at home with him... but I'm looking forward to going back to work and getting out of the house.

I'll give an update on how my first week of work went, along with the prognosis of my migraines.  Cheers to all!  I feel the need to post a photo, so hows about a lolcatz to bring in the start of a new work week!  I have a feeling this is going to be my mood come tomorrow morning:

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addicted...

Ok, those last pictures of James turned out just too cute, so I needed to take more.  I'm addicted to seeing his little smile!!  He's almost grown out of this outfit, and he's never worn it... so I at least needed to take a picture of him in it before it's too late.  Still playing around with the settings on my camera and the available light in my house... I'm not having an easy time with focusing my lens or the color cast on his skin... post processing can only go so far.  I tried using a "reflector" today... it worked out nicely I think (not as much shadow as in my previous ones), considering I used my car window visors as my reflector... I just taped it to the chair James was sitting in!  Man, the things we think of when we're on a budget!! (but don't tell Jacob it worked out well, then I won't be able to justify going out and buying the real thing!) :)

Oh well, they aren't technically the most acceptable portraits... but I wanted to share these because I think he looks just so beautiful!  He must take after me.... (hahahahaha)

Thanks for lookin!

Srsly people????

My husband, God bless him, gives a car dealership back in South Carolina our real phone number instead of making up a bogus one!  He was doing this thing on USAA that finds the best deal on a certain make and model around a given zipcode.  I'm guessing it was required you list a telephone number... ok, thats fine... make one up!  Why?  Because those people are like vultures and will not stop calling until they get to speak to you about buying a car.  What's worse?  The idiot salesmen in South Carolina don't take into account that Guam is a different time zone!!  For the past 5 nights in a row we have been woken up by different numbers from the same area code, and they leave a message and John Smith from Honda in Easley would like to talk to us about our inquiry we submitted.  GRRR... next time give questionnaires like that a fake address/phone number... they say they don't solicit your number but they totally do!

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